Parallel universe

Why do i feel often stuck in a parallel universe. Me at one side and you at the other end, the other universe. You being a changing entity.

It has been so in the past. The other side kept changing but somehow I never was able to reach it. The shores seem so far away yet so close. It drives me crazy. Will I ever get what I desire?

In a parallel universe where everything is the same yet everything is different. What is reality? Can you make me understand?

Time passes by, I grow older things seem to change and yet they never do. I still wish as that little girl I was many years ago to free myself from my body for a while, just a little while and fly away. Far away, away from this place. Travel on a cloud feel light as a feather and suck up the sun in my skin. Maybe I can get to the parallel universe and understand. See reality. Feel reality. or is this reality and am I just longing for a shade, a fata morgana, an illusion? Shake off my chains. feel the rush hold on to it.